Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Letter for my Bias ♥

My Hwang Chansung,

Hi, my name is Laii. I am your wife, only you are not aware of this. We have kids, you know? Because you make me pregnant when I see a hot photo of yours. You also have given me couple stuffs like shirts, accessories, etc., but you don't know you did. We're living on our own house and we sleep together every night.. because I have a huge poster of yours on my wall, and I have a pillow with your face printed on it. Every love song you sing is for me.. I get angry if you have a kiss scene, or hug scene, or even just a love interest in a drama. and when I get angry, you apologize.. in my dreams.. then suddenly, I woke up. 

I have been like this for quite some time now.. Following you like there's no tomorrow. Being on Twitter almost all day just to see if you update something, be it an essay, or a selca, or just random thoughts you have.. I feel happy just by seeing you tweet, you see? You have the power to change my mood. Sometimes I feel so down and depressed, but looking at your photo, listening to your voice and watching your videos make me calm.. Are you a doctor in your past life?? Because you can heal me whenever I feel sick of everything that's happening to me. Thank you for that.

I know.. I am aware that you do not even know I exist in this world.. I know you do not know my name, while I know almost everything about you. It's okay. I'm fine. But I would be more okay if you notice me. ^^ I will wait for that day to come. I will continue to tweet you until you reply to me, even just a dot. 

I may not be your real wife, I feel like I am. Why? Not because I'm a delusional human being, it is because, I cry when you cry, I'm sad when you're sad, I'm happy when you're happy, I am proud of you, I defend you when someone says bad things about you, I support and love you in no matter what you do, and..  I get jealous when you're with another girl. Wives do that right? So, you have no choice but to accept this one-way relationship! ♥

I don't know why I love you but I do. I don't know if this delusion's gonna have an end but thank you for being my "Imaginary Husband". I am so blissful and proud because I made the right decision to love someone like you. 'Til death do us part, even after that If I could, I would still love you.

I will forever support you, hubby! Even 'til you have a real wife and children.. But now, please do not get married yet!! Or get into a relationship! I might die!! Not yet ready baby.. But.. Still.. Hwaiting!! SARANGHAE!! ♥

Love you always and forever..

Love love love, 

Your Wifeu!


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